"I Rise, I Fall"

I rise, I fall
Soaring through the peaks and valleys that I call my life
You bring me unto the greatest heights
Propelled by your love, your beauty
Your brilliance
And once you are gone, I tear myself down
To the darkest depths
Pulled by my insecurity
My fears of inadequacy, stupidity,
Failure
Who is to say that one person is better than another?
Only one who fears drowning beneath that infamous line we call "enough"
Though what "enough" means will forever be unknown
And therefore unattainable
Stumbling occasionally onto the middleground
Never staying for long
I haven't the time to dawdle in a place that isn't more or less